♪☆ leo atobe's journal ☆♪

saturday..

Sat, 06 Mar 2010 22:28:50 GMT

lately i've been dreaming of the past.
people of the past...
my high school and college friends.

you know what this means?
it means that i'm not dreaming enough of jpop or jrock boys >_<
hahahahaha.

***

my saturday didn't turn out the way i planned out.
(see that's why i never did plan anything ~ since high school hehe)

i was suppose to be out somewhere.
at least somewhere in the manila area.
but i guess it wasn't meant to be.
so i ended up at home. as usual with cousins hehe.

speaking of cousins.
watched Alice in Wonderland 3D last Friday night.

but before that last full show movie
played Tekken 6
a certain "bruce" guy beat me "leo", geo "law" and jon "lili" and "asuka"!
i was distracted because "bruce" smelled quite good.
i just couldn't pin point what that perfume was! >_<
yeah excuses! hahahahaha :p

i'm glad i already got my star! yay :D

I shall part with this quote:

恋はするもんじゃない
こは落ちるもんだ！
ある日突然
それとはきずかず
真っ逆さまおちるんだ！

～桜井先生 (太陽と海の教室)
Not Sho Sakurai! :p

i will find you....

Tue, 02 Mar 2010 16:37:39 GMT

longing!?!!??!

"If we keep moving towards Lyra," Will said, "will you find us?"

"I shall never lose Balthamos," said Baruch, and stepped back.

He leapt into the air, soared swiftly into the sky, and vanished among the scattered stars. Balthamos was looking after with desperate longing.

~ the Amber Spyglass

anyway...
Uwahhhhh Uruha and Aoi in the Cover of the next Neo Genesis!!!
HOT!!!!!

and happy birthday to a korean boy out there! :D

ZAFT no tame ni...

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 15:57:23 GMT

First and foremost,
Otanjoubi omedetou KAME!!! :D

~ gomen no cake :(

as i was cleaning some of my stuffs....
here's the reason why i used to buy newtype magazine!!
uwahhhhhh~~~~~ ohisashiburi!

ZAFT soldiers even with Nicol and Miguel.
Natsukashii~~

いえない

Wed, 17 Feb 2010 23:03:27 GMT

My heart is cursing because I can't say I love you...

My tears burst because my longing is flowing and spreading

to past things...

Tue, 02 Feb 2010 07:35:31 GMT

I hate it when I couldn't bring myself to like something I once loved because of painful memories entangled with it.

I'm glad I'm finally over that.

And its nice to finally like the things I ~~once~~ loved.

I still love.

and here's to more things to come :D

birthday :D

Mon, 25 Jan 2010 15:07:06 GMT

お誕生日おめでとう　桜井さん

今日は楽しかった。

and about your anan magazine photoshoot....
uhm. oh well.

prestige vs happiness

Thu, 21 Jan 2010 16:16:22 GMT

Often things that bring us the most honor can also bring us the most problems
~ Lenobia, A House of Night Novel: Betrayed

I have finally made my decision.
Being sick for weeks gave me the time I needed to think and decide.
Now, I can finally breath, physically and emotionally.
Apparently happiness and soul over money.

でも　お金が　必要なの！！！
JPOPとJROCKのせい＞＿＜

anyways,
off topic.
Belated Happy Birthday to Aoi :D

decisions...

Wed, 06 Jan 2010 13:16:09 GMT

I see the Master as a man having terrible choices to make; whatever he chooses will do harm, but maybe if he does the right thing, a little less harm will come about than if he chooses wrong. God preserve me from having to make that sort of choice.

~ John Faa, the Golden Compass

end of summer... i mean end of holiday...

Sun, 03 Jan 2010 15:05:39 GMT

well its not summer...
but it certainly feels like the end of summer.
it is actually the end of this holiday vacation of mine :(
tomorrow is... ugh... work. sigh.
as time ticks away, i feel like i still have lots of things i want to do...
like reading a book, watching jdormas, watching tv series, blogging,
blogging in livejournal and multiply, just plain surfing the net,
sigh. i should stop this.
i feel more sad enumerating the things i want to do
only to think that tomorrow is ugh day.

anyway i finally tried to stop facebooking... if that is a word
i feel that livejournal has more soul to writing
and multiply has more depth in the things i like.
and so here i am, wasting a few precious hours of freedom
blogging here.

and so here is a cake, which my family brought home for me
because i got sick and was not able to go to chuch :(

and...
2 years now.
i still don't have a crush on Sho Sakurai :p

open season!

Sat, 02 Jan 2010 18:01:41 GMT

happy new year! :D
to last year: otsukaresamadeshita! i tried my best. phew! :D
this year is going to be an open season to anything! :D

anyway, i've been so busy with my facebook games that i neglected livejournal and multiply! :(
tooooo damn addicted with farmville, castle age, yakuza lords and mafia wars.
as a result, level 39 as of now in farmville
(belated merry christmas from leo's farm :D)

i finally got to finish first part of yakuza lords.
after getting revenge, i finally have new foe!
beware!

anyways...
done with chicken pox! and because of that i was able to:
1. rest
2. watch dvds

3. rest
4. miss 2 weddings
5. rest,
6. watch anime: hakushaku to yousei

7. read books like Vampire Diaries

8. watch jdoramas:
mr brain

majo saiban

9. tried to complete my MA stuffs...
10. rest more...
11. reflect on life hahahahaha
12. forget someone...
13. rest some more...
14 still managed to go out and pick up some stuffs...
(note that i really like the star picture frame that datenshiaoi gave hahaha)

and this 2007-2008 uchiwa... it reminds me of some special date... hahaha
2 years now!!!

anyways...
during this christmas and new year vacation i was able to
rest again :D
got a glimpse of kouhaku :p

FIREWORKS!! at home hahaha :D

ate a lot! hahaha (come to think of it... i'm hungry at the moment :p)
go to cavite :D to rest hahaha

and play basketball

do and have fun in the christmas family party :D
read books
and lots of other sutffs...

belated happy bday to
ohno nov 26
junno nov 29
aiba dec 24
shirota yu dec 26
i've been so busy i was not able to greet them :(
but i had cake :D couldn't find the pics to post hehehe :D

special mention?
chuck bass is hot! hahahaha

and i still don't have a crush on sho sakurai :p

もう。。。迷うわない。

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 09:25:32 GMT

畜生！！！バスケットをしたい！２００９終わるまでに絶対にバスケットをする！！
好きから！必ず！

もしオマエの事好き。。。この感じですね？
Love makes me strong.

Love should make me strong :D

GAME OVER

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 14:17:04 GMT

GAME Over.

If i counted the points, I won.
But it doesn't feel like winning.

I played the game.
I played hard.
And did things I never would have done.

That's how much that game meant to me.

But I'm finally tired.

I'm not quitting.

It's just that the game is finally over.
And I have to say goodbye.

And I did.

Life is just a game.

Next time I play,
I'm going to be myself.

Game ON!

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 14:55:56 GMT

've been a very good SPORT...
but since you're not...

GAME ON!

oh c'mon! :p

not again...

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 16:42:08 GMT

i don't mind getting my heart broken.
(really.. i don't mind.. i kinda got used to it)

i just don't want it happening in public :(

joke :p

Ryo Koki Birthday and Arashi 10 yrs Anniversary!

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 14:51:59 GMT

I should have posted this dayssss ago but as usual I'm either too sick or busy.

Last week I had cake! Yay!

Happy Anniversary to ARASHI! 10 years!!! :p

and

Otanjubi Omedetou Ryochan - Nov 3, 2009
and Koki - Nov 5, 2009

cake: White Marashmallow icing and Chocolate chipped chocolate cake inside :D

how long would it take me to drive and run to mall of asia!??!!??! hmmm...
just to get an old Uchiwa last sunday! :D
this is an uchiwa of SOME arashi guy. 2003 atarashi arashi concert!

wishing for longer weekends!!!
swears that will continuously write blogs!

FB - Farm Halloween!

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 16:03:11 GMT

Happy Halloween! :D

KAI!

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 16:43:42 GMT

otanjoubi omedetou kai!!! :D

and of course... there's cake :D
yay :D

stepping down...

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 17:38:26 GMT

i knew it!
i shouldn't have made a big deal out of things...

ofcourse, i learned my lesson.

after ninkyo no helper ep9
a much needed soulful help for me

i'm glad to be reminded of the things i have forgotten.

arigatou, for reminding me.

ahhh... aura boy looks so hot in suit! :D

i feel much better now.

*******
i can't believe that CAN! JANI! ended :(
i love those eito having fun! :(
the food... the trips :(

Cake for Tatchan! :)

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:43:22 GMT

I really didn't have a decent birthday this year...
so i figure that i'd go ahead and celebrate it with tatchan's :D

Otanjoubi omedetou tatchan :D

picture credit to tsuyaka

Yay cake for tatchan! hehehehehe :)
yummy! :D

i miss writing here in lj :(
i will make more effort to write :d

been really busy busy with work :(

things i like to do...

Thu, 20 Aug 2009 00:48:05 GMT

i feel like i've been in a limbo or a coma(like i said in my previous post) these past few weeks.
after having fun in hongkong... things kinda went downhill from then.
oh well... enough with that.

i want to blog!! so here i am blogging!
i miss blogging hehehehe!
i am glad to hear from queen_madej !! thanks for you comment :)
thanks to princess_aissa and thorny_vines for their text messages.
i am really thankful for the great timing of your messages :)
it came when i needed it the most :)
thanks to abby_gaby for helping me out last week :) after this month...
we go out :)
and to aiah1999 and vamps666 , for making me realize a lot of things...
i hope things do turn out for the better for all of us!!
i am glad to hear from sukidesu08 too! :)
i miss F1 and apparently as izzatiheidfeld pointed out...
i missed a lot! :( damn, schumi is not going back to ferrari :(

anyway...
i also enjoyed watching my boys season 2!!!! i love that series :)
and i hope the couple that went to italy ends up together :) oh well :)

also, i love to read.
i bought lots of books! yay :)
and i am reading a lot, even if i need to finish a lot of other stuffs :(

damn, i was not even able to make a decent birthday posts
for nao,

(he looks so hot in sleepwalker pv!)

jin

and shige :( gomen. oh well.

i didn't feel my birthday either. :(

i miss keichan.

and i don't have a crush on sho sakurai :p

... after posting this much pictures,
i feel glad to be back to blogging hehe :)

distress and coma

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 12:00:17 GMT

i need to wake up from this long coma that i am in....

anyway...

no matter what happens
family will always be family.
~ ninkyo no helper episode 5

i miss a lot of things!
i miss blogging
i miss commenting on friends' blogs
i miss this livejournal!!!!
i miss my multiply
i miss going out with friends
i miss chatting with online friends
i miss NAO
i miss keichan
i miss jrock
i miss F1
and many more...

i don't miss sho sakurai at all!! hehehehe :p
and i've had enough of tegoshi yuya!
i had no choice, either watch a bunch of tegoshi yuya videos with her,
download and give her a bunch of tegoshi yuya pictures
OR she crushes sho sakurai! NOOOOO! hehehe

nao nao nao!

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 18:05:04 GMT

just wanna think happy thoughts happy thoughts!
don't want to be stressed out! :)

i've been wanting to post these pics! hehehe

i can't wait for the complete PV of Alice Nine's Hana :)

nao!! nao!!
(nao nao nao ~ to the tune of Ohno Satoshi's Kumorinochi Kaisei)

nao looks so hot! :)
black hair!!!

here he is playing the drums :)

*really can't wait for the PV :)

anyway...
here's NAO looking cute in blonde hair hehe :)

a picture that i "stole" from chanti's (vamps666 ) nao album :)
thanks chanti hehehe :)

*SEE?!?!!? I like NAO not Sho Sakurai! :)

Leo copyrights "I Blame Sho"

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 16:41:33 GMT

to gaby and aiahp:

Leo copyrights:

I Blame Sho

other versions:

I Blame Sho Sakurai
I Blame Sakurai Sho
It's all Sho's fault
It's Sho Sakurai's fault
It's Sakurai Sho's fault

*and any other version that I haven't thought of or mentioned yet as long as it pertains to Blaming Sakurai Sho of Arashi for any trouble, or Just plain blaming Sakurai Sho.

by the way, this is Sakurai Sho!!

and another picture of sho!

still don't know him!?
here's a newscaster version of him

and here, he is trying to look cute but not cute at all!! ><

and here's another picture of Sho just leisurely playing around. ><

so gaby, blame Ohno or Tego for all I care
and aiahp, blame yamapi for all I care...
but it doesn't necessarily mean i care about sho...

there!

COPYRIGHT! :p

some jrock and jdorama... :)

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 16:30:20 GMT

wow!!! i can't wait the full pv for this!

hot uha!!!! uruha!!! :)

and hot kai too! :) hehe

and ueda looks good in konkatsu ep 4 :)

i am still not done with the school blog ><
damn.

ganbarimasu!

aware あわれ

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 15:59:08 GMT

あわれ。。。
aware